i’m getting drunk at 3:30 AM my life is a fucking wreck

i wish i was dead, truthfully

my life hasn’t seemed worth living for quite some time now

you should be here with me right now

I’m tired of waiting by the phone to get nothing

I had a dream you ended up texting me asking to pick you up at the airport and you were waiting for me I literally cannot escape it even in my sleep

I literally have been living off of the coffee my sister brought for me because I can’t afford to eat and I can’t even pay my bills. what’s even the point anymore

I want to die